Friday, March 11, 2011

What I Ate Today, Friday, March 11 2011

BREAKFAST

2 cups coffee with whole milk (Lactaid)
3 slices of whole grain toast with cheese
8 cookies

FEELINGS

Bored, disappointed that I could only make it around the block once,

I didn't take my blood sugar reading before I had coffee.  I will do better! 

EXERCISE

Walked Buster, Bunny and Chiquita around the block  (Yea!!)

Testing posting via email

This is a test to see if posting via email works!  The pic is one of our dog's Buster.  He is full Basset Hound and a very sweet dog.  We adopted him from a shelter ~6 months ago.

The FatGirl

Journaling

I've just read that journaling is supposed to help one to lose weight - by tracking their blood glucose levels and making them aware of what they eat and, perhaps more importantly, why they eat.  I'm game to give this a try.  I know that I have issues with food.  When I was growing up, I always felt like I needed to keep things inside, stay calm.  Food helped with that.  I could 'stuff' feelings in with food.  On top of that, my mom was an excellent cook, but not very good at expressing emotions.  She loved us with food. 

I have an unhealthy relationship with food.  I remember one time when I had gone to see a therapist to deal with depression.  We talked about my mom, among other things, I cried, etc., etc.  When I left there, guess where I went?  If you guessed a fast food drive-thru, DING DING DING!  You WIN!!  It was a compulsion...I had to get something to eat to "stuff" those bad feelings down.  It worked...as it always had...and I did not go back to the therapist.

So, I know I need to deal with my food issues.  My journal, FatGirl 200, will hopefully help with this process.

Everyone have a wonderful day and a wonderful weekend.  Sweetie and I will be working at the farm tomorrow - he will be mowing; my sister in law and I will be removing sheets of corrugated galvanized metal from an old shed we pushed over. 

The Fat Girl

Thursday, March 3, 2011

A Good Day...

Sweetie and I got our oversize scale delivered today!  It has a remote display, 8 user memory, remembers the last 10 weigh ins and allows each use to set a goal weight.  And you know what the best part is??  It keeps track of how much you still need to lose to reach your goal!!!  NO MORE MATH!!  :-D

I am down .8lb since the dr. visit.  My blood sugar was 191 this morning.  We went out for breakfast and I had a veggie omelet, wheat toast, 1/2 cinnamon roll and coffee.  I waited until almost 1:00 before getting lunch; by then I was feeling shaky.  I thought it would be a good idea to check my blood sugar...76!!!  Somewhat scary.  I drank a few sips of Dr. K, ate my ham & cheese sandwich (on wheat bread) and baked cheese puffs.  I guess the glucovance is kicking in!